This is a lonely place. The only way out is through the door, i.e. there is no place for me to go but to dig deeper. With me I have a tiny amount of sanity. They do not feed us much at the bottom so I have to use a bit of my remaining sanity it for every skipped meal.

But I see something georgeous. I feel a surge in my body. Sorry let me redo it. I feel surges in my body. The first is the sensation of thrill from coming into contact with videos like these. The realization that humans and animals worked together to create this moment warms my heart that beats to the pace of my joy

The second surge stretches internally. I feel a sweet vibration around my core which soothes it to awakening. My face changes. I mirror and spread the virtue by placing the mirror deep into my brain. Losing my sanity to a metaphysical mirror stand is part of it. The other part is realizing that whatever my sanity was clinging on to does not seem to appealing anymore. I am willing to change and do. I keep rearranging my head furniture until I am satisfied.

The third surge is a roar. Last leaves of sanity have thrown themselves at my feet and I am ready to perceive. This surge completes me, connects me. I am ready and it finishes me. The surges have reached their furthest dry-spots of my physical being I feel every emotion up to now in a moment. I am living. I am real. I have energy to do with and make the best of. I let the energy shine out of me. I deliver my radiance in far-corners.

Overwhelmed by my ability, my self-created moment of insanity, and my reclaim of the violated thumb that pinpoints what I finally dare to utter, without shame, I surrender myself to the cuteness of it all the forgiving hue of d'aww.