(If you don't mind me asking, typically Jewish people don't use God's name in full) Are you Christian? I'm just curious.

Anyways, the whole existence of God is love, God does not love, He IS love, and there's nothing you can do that will make Him turn away from you. "1 John 3:1 See what kind of love the Father has given to us, that we should be called children of God"

Deuteronomy 7:9 Know therefore that the LORD your God is God, the faithful God who keeps covenant and steadfast love with those who love him and keep his commandments, to a thousand generations,

Proverbs 8:17 I love those who love me, and those who seek me diligently find me.

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.

He already knows everything you're going to do, nothing surprises Him, nothing is outside His view, but He still chooses to say He will love us no matter what; He knows every bad thing we will do and still makes it abundantly clear He will never lose His love for us.