Haha. Can't say I disagree with you man. Beta would be an understatement. For some background - the first couple years after I discovered TRP, I basically used it to fuck my exes. I was also jacked as shit, so pulling random hb8's wasn't an issue. The problem is that deep down, on a core level, I'm a weirdo - that is, I'm a weird ass 4chan goober with a pitch black sense of humor. Not a normal guy by any stretch. And the girls I was seeing were normies, so I could never get close to them and would usually ghost after 3-4 weeks. So I had ZERO experience applying TRP to a serious relationship.

To my ex's credit, she is extremely smart, articulate, smart with money/self sufficient, owns a business, and...... Get ready for it..... A weird 4chan nerd with a dark as fuck sense of humor. When we first met, she'd flirt by sending triggered feminist memes and regurgitating my kek humor. So yeah. She saw through the facade and appealed to all my beta aspie sensibilities. When you think you just met the girl version of yourself, the male hamster mode tends to go into overdrive.