I'm not talking simply biological existence. There's more to existence than life, or is there? (Not everything is "alive") To a non religious individual, this is a very frightening yet exciting thought. I do not have a religious concept as many do (the creation by god(s)/goddess(es), what have you) l in my mind as to why everything is the way it is. Theory of evolution explains much biological phenomenon, but I'm thinking smaller(bigger?). How the fuck it all got here? What even is "here"? Is "here" actually physical, or is it of time? How far does that measure? What is existence outside of the perfectly placed terrarium that is Earth? We measure our reality based on Earth. We've established there is much more outside of our established reality. What is reality outside of human reality?

Things open a lot of doorways in my mind that overload my thoughts and I can't get them out. I know there are countless theories and philosophies, but i can't organize my own thoughts, so i can't keep anything straight. I wish someone could Vulcan mind meld into my brain and understand what my mind is trying to illustrate..