I started out pretty fucked but its fizzled off a bit as the day went on.

My partner lost her job recently and is having a hard time, and I'm a housewife and on a waitlist to get surgery soon which means I have no income outside my already tightly budgeted disability checks to help support us while she looks for a new job.

I couldn't sleep last night because I've been so stressed. While she can sleep she also woke up very stressed and gets kinda distant when she's upset. Everything felt a little better by noon though, I cooked us lunch and we spent the afternoon together. It actually felt like we could be carefree for some reason so we just hung out and goofed around.

Even if it sucks that were going to be broke for a while and I feel a little guilty about it I love getting to spend extra time with her.