I go to a methodist church for community and fellowship

Lonely atheist trope.

for lessons I can learn from the good parts of the bible.

Inspired by evil YHWH. You might as well be a Buddhist. It would be less disingenuous.

I don't agree with you but I still love you.

LOL using Christian trolling tactics. Have at it.

I avoid such churches.

Avoid all of them. You'd be doing the right thing.

Is the truth negative?

the only Truth I know is God. You're extremely negative and try to play it off as well meaning naivety. The posters on this sub are just too nice and cowardly to call you out on it.

EVERYBODY at the methodist church likes me a lot.

That's because you're probably skinning your teeth at them and they don't know how you really feel. Continue to be two faced that's your prerogative.