When I was 14 I did heroin every once in. A while because my brother friends would come over and smoke and they offered me a hit. This went on for a while I never seeked it out on my own . Only one time I got a point of some dope one night cause my bro ask to borrow money and I did the entire thing in one hit(monkey water) . I didn't know mg about about addiction or dope sickness back then . Then a year later my bro friend died and he got clean . Got into dabbing big time but I guess the inevitable happen 4 years later my bro wanted to get high . Did dope one night and I didn't want to hit it cause it was bad. Then he kept getting dope each night. I kept resrauning from taking hits till like two weeks later he kept getting dope still.. And I guess I took a hit and that familiar. Feeling came back. Well he didn't stop getting dope so I took hits every once in. Awhile again , and after a while of this crap e got addicted dope sick again and I was there taking hits . I started to seek it out an we kept smoking . It's been almost a year and we're addicted as tuck now lol. All because he kept buying dope. I quit my job one day also because I didn't know much better about being sick and shit and haven't gotten a job since , in my time of being a junkie I've learn a lot about tr dope game . And even did meth . The oblu drug I didn't do til this recent addiction started . So I guess it is possible to do it once in a while and not get addicted . Cause that's what I had experience , I could talk about my story mode but I'm lazy as fuck right now . I also been iving the past couple months along with my bro. It's bad guys

If he hadn't seekeb dope that one day we wouldn't of gotten addicted . It was vecause I had agreed to get some coke a day before that which I didn't even do any of lol.. Oh well i know I need to quit but with my habit hell no. I can do .2-.3 in one shot and get decently high and I can do more of o wanted but can't afford lol.. Another day in the game guys this past year has been the craziest of my entire life .. I dunno if we will get clean any tine soon or what .