Yes I have been diagnosed I did DBT but the meds I were on caused me to gain weight and that lead to me developing an eating disorder and doing harmful substances

Oh I see and your right the medicines can and do make you gain weight very often. I've been taking Clomipramine and I'm also now taking Citalopram - I've been slowly decreasing the amount of Clomipramine mainly because I want to keep it in reserve because it works so well for me.

I'm hoping that the Citalopram can keep the edge off of the OCD for some time but ultimately all OCD meds for me are temporary - I've done self guided therapy and hopefully this is going to be enough for me to manage without meds at some point