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I hate myself with a fiery burning passion because I accidentally sexually scarred my girlfriend 1 year ago. Ive been a victim of sexual abuse myself (I am also female) and the fact that I unknowingly hurt her and put her in that position makes me want to FUCKING end it all. Im a horrible shitty pathetic human being who deserves no love, compassion, or care. I deserve my sexual assault that happened back in March of this year because karma finally got me, even if what i did was completely unintentional. My heart aches for her because i know how shes feeling and i cant fucking figure out why she even talks to me after that. Death feels like the only solution to this. I fucking hate myself. I will never forgive myself for it.

It sounds like a pity party, but believe me, I'm fully aware i deserve any and all horrible things said/done to me because of it. So have at it.

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