2-3. I still love my teacher... when I can't rely on my own teachings, I fall back on his, and they never steer me wrong. I was always too scared of Thelemites, AA and OTO, to join up with a group... Crowley told me in my writings not to trust them if he had been dead for too long... so I don't... I'm pretty sure he's right, and that it's just a cult anymore.
2) Maria Saganis (a witch I actually worked with professionally)
3) Roxanne Romero (another Psychic I know)
4) A Girl named Monet... she is... my sister... sort-of... she is the person I am most afraid of on the planet.
5) My former fiancee.
Chi Kung.... screw everything else.... I know a Chi Kung instructor... he's 80, he looks 30, and he dates 18. Breathe.... I need to start taking this advice myself.
I've got serious magnet problems... I had a rare earth magnet that I carry around flip polarity on me.... a scientist friend of mine tells me that is impossible. So, I guess that's the craziest thing... I've done other impossible stuff... but he assured me, that this is totally impossible.
I switch philosophies a lot. I'm very chaos that way... I have it in my head the way I see it... there are no words for it... instead there are lots of words for it.... I try to tailor what I say to the person I'm saying it too... If I need to say angels, I say angels, faeries for faeries, thoughtforms for thoughtforms, &c. It's all the same shit.