How? You literally know nothing about me or anything that I've experienced in my life. Just to give you a short snippet: in the space of 2 years I was hospitalised three times for mental health issues in a country where I had noone, my ex husband was physically, emotionally, and verbally abusive, I miscarried once and then had an ectopic pregnancy at 6 months, my grandmother who brought me up died and I literally watched her die over 3 days and then my ex husband left a few months later.

I've taken a year out to recover, met someone, fell in love and that's where I am now. I have job hunted and received an offer for a job (not in my field) but turned it down to go to New York to be with my bf because I don't want to be in a ldr and I can start my career with volunteering/unpaid internships.

My father used to be very wealthy and lost it all. He almost had to declare bankruptcy while I was at uni but he managed to turn things around. Now we are ok but I still eat rice and veggies when I'm not with my bf. I still count every penny I spend.

Please enlighten me on the story you think I'm trying to convey?