There is SeekingArrangement. As you can tell by the pictures and wording on the site, while they technically have room for straight male sugar babies and female sugar momas, there are practically no sugar momas there. I browsed the site some time ago and there were a couple morbidly obese women, a bunch of female sugar babies that don't understand how to use the site and the very rare apparently legit and not too unappealing "sugar moma"... but there is absolutely no way I could compete there with the sort of profile/pics I can create. I doubt I could compete even in the gay segment of the site. I'm getting very depressed right now. Reason tells me there is no hope. Reason tells me my life is fucked beyond repair. I'm actually very scared of my future. I just there was a button I could press to feel perfect faith.