After lockdown and getting back to school in person me and my best friend start hanging out after school she started flirting with me and made me feel special I kinda liked it because no one never made feel like that her word were so beautiful and one day we did something very wack and had sex and it just got real awkward after that and she eventually ghosted me and block me on everything ever since then I never been the same person it made me super depressed that she been gone and I've tried my best to move on and nothing I do seem to work it almost been 2 years I've tried dating other people and it just makes me more depressed because the other people I'm dating is not her. I've tried hanging out with friends to forgot about it I've went on a vacation tried meeting new people and no matter what it makes me depressed that my best friend not there with me by my side. To make it worst she recently unblocked we had one little conversation and one day I tried apologizing about the past and she never opened my message.