I didn't ask for this. I asked for an apology and explanation. I asked for remorse. I'm not sure why you titled this in that way, but it adds to the insincerity.

Hopefully one day you will love someone and be secure enough to not have to posture yourself in such a way. I'm not asking and begging you for an anonymous apology. I just know that I won't allow you or anyone else in my life anymore that treats me the way you did. It's up to you to actually take responsibility or not. To be a good man or not. I just don't care...you're not a victim. I hate that you feel that you are, but it's not the truth. You have so much to figure out.