You described my life. I'm 21 M and to be honest I'm living this life. I tell myself that its a choice, that I'm happy to spend my days escaping reality and into fiction by watching thousands of Series/Movies. I sometime have my moments. I learned by experience that our mindset construct our life. I started to behave this way, because life prove to me that people close to you will someday leave you to go on their path. I'm someone that gets attache to people easily and I really want them to stay in for the long term. Life's short and that's reality. There's so much beauty in the world, there's people you are going to meet that will change your perception of your life.
If I did not exist, well this reply would have never come and you would not have took your time to read this. What I'm trying to say is, Life is great, the day you start to genuinely appreciate what you have is the day your life will turn around. You are already living a simple life in the standards of society. I hope I made sense, I hope that your life turns around and keep me updated in the future. #TheButterflyEffect