this was her reply. I want to throw up

"I figured it would take a lot of time to process what I told you. and even after a day, I don't think it has sunk in yet. I did not make that decision because my husband forced me to, I made that decision based on my beliefs and not my husband telling me what I am allowed and not allowed to do. I am obeying scripture by being a submissive wife. and I knew the decision had to be made for my marriage to thrive. I know that is probably confusing you, but like I said we would not have had that conversation if I was single. and another thing I said was I want to make more changes in my life and one of those is being a more obedient Christian. I know you don't want to hear any of that but I feel like it needed clarification. also, I do love you and always will. and the lines of communication and my front door are always open to you. I'm not shutting you out completely I just have to distance myself because your lifestyle and way of thinking has affected mine. that is not your fault at all. it is mine for being impressionable. I could type until my fingers fell off but I don't know if you will never fully understand where I am coming from."