Thank you for your reply. I have called my doctor and they are working on sending a script for some antidepressants. I am working on a list of therapists I can see as well. It’s been a long day on the phone but I genuinely want help because I know I need it. As far as adding me to the lease later, thank you. I did not know that was even possible. I will definitely do that. He was worried about lying to them and having me stay there without being on the lease and that’s why he insisted on adding me to the one we did yesterday. As far as the move to another state, this is something we had talked about extensively before he accepted the job. We had everything planned out except a place to live, of course. He wanted me to stay at home and take care of the house and myself for the baby. Which I was fine with. Work opportunities, unfortunately I have none at the moment. We started a home cleaning service in our home state that was just kicking off when he got this opportunity. That was what I was doing before, but with the pregnancy it was going to be difficult. I get very sick when I’m pregnant. It sucks. My family has offered support if I need it, and they will help as much as they can but I’m trying to make this work with him first. I love him a lot and I really think he is suffering due to his borderline personality disorder right now. We agreed to couples therapy and individual therapy and he said as long as he sees me working on my problems I can stay. I’m just worried he will go back on that again because he is still going through a BPD episode right now. We have been able to handle his episodes in the past but none of them have been nearly this bad. I think it’s a combo of the moving and new job and the withdrawals he went through. I believe the withdrawals set it off and he’s having a hard time coming down from it. I just got off the phone with him. He’s now having a panic attack and I’m going to try and get him to a doctor today for that.