God loves you. Jesus loves you very much and he wants to welcome you into his kindgom. God gave us everything to follow him, he loves us so much he gave us his only son. He asks us to follow his commandments and not to sin. To follow Jesus means to follow his teachings, to follow his steps and have faith. We cannot wish for religion to accommodate itself to our life (any aspect, even sexual), WE need to change our life to the religion. No one said it was going to be easy, many people struggle, but this is when Jesus help us by giving us strength.

I will repeat it: god loves you, it doesn’t matter if you are gay, he loves you. Don’t let anyone tell you this and if anyone tells you this they are mistaken. I understand you can struggle with everything you’re going through, but there is something you need to understand. We don’t judge the person, we don’t condemn it, but we cannot accept a sin. Don’t judge the sinner, but help him not to sin anyone. This is the catholic way. There are many homosexuals who are Catholics who decided not to have relationships anymore. This way, they don’t practice it and when they struggle they put everything in God’s hands. Now, as Catholics we cannot go against the Catholic Church, everything the church says we need to obey. Why? Because the holy church was created by Jesus himself, the son of God. I’ll pray for you, if you need help, please post on the subreddit and I’m sure we will all try to answer you.