More rants from me. Anybody feel like they are constantly CONSTANTLY misreading situations and doing things wrong, and have you considered giving up and just being the asshole everyone already thinks you are?

The more shit I take from people, the less tolerantly I react to it. Many of the people in this social housing complex are absolute scum. They're rude, stupid, aggressive, insane, violent and transphobic.

The staff are a pack of fucking idiots. Whenever something comes up and I try to go to them as an alternative to beating the living shit out of whatever waste of protein seems to want to push my buttons, their default answer is "we'll talk to them... we'll talk to them". They don't seem to have enough active brain cells to understand that some people aren't decent and won't respond to reason. So because they won't respond in a punitive enough manner, I get this shit happening over and over again.

I'm patient, but I have limits. I only have so much tolerance for this kind of bullshit from people who love acting like scum.

Even with all this, it's still better than other places I live, because at least I don't have people in my personal space and I don't have roommates. For about $400 a month in a new building it's the best I can get for now. Basically I'm in purgatory. Eventually I'll plan and save my way out of it, but it might take a while. I have such a low tolerance for stupidity and bullshit that I can't do shift work for other people. I'll have to do something creative or write software, I guess. And so it goes.

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