I was on golden teachers too. Yea I do trust it. It told me itself that being on mushrooms isn't necessary if you have to use a substance then you are a demi God, which isn't bad but yea eventually you have to take control and responsibility for yourself.

Anything written down or spoken is a spell that binds us into the 3rd dimension. So even the Bible and Jesus are spells but that doesn't make them bad but they do keep you from the truth. Don't worry too much about what is real. What's important is what's in front of you. Because that is all that really exists. Live in the moment, be goofy but also be a part of society and do what you love. Because that's why you're here to play your role as well as you can. Do what your heart tells you. The more pain and suffering you go through the better you will get. Practice learn and don't be afraid.