the girl I was in a long distance relationship cheated on me with one of her guy friends and a couple other guys, I found out a year into the relationship so i Broke up with her when I found out. she drove from Arizona to California in the middle of the night to kill herself in front of my house with pills. I told her I would take her back to stop her, then I fucked another girl who always wanted to sleep with me the day after. I kept calling her over every other day to fuck her and then told her I wasn’t sure I wanted to be with her anymore after we were done. That kept going for at least 2 weeks then I went over to her house around 1am and poured paint thinner on top of her car and egged her house. One thing I forgot to mention was that she had gotten pregnant during our relationship and refused to keep the baby even when my whole family offered complete and utter support, she just didn’t want it. Looking back it makes me wonder if that baby was even mine or if she knew it wasn’t and didn’t want to have some random guys baby. The whole thing completely fucked me up emotionally and mentally, I felt like a complete piece of shit even if she did deserve it. none of it ever made me feel better it only made it worse.