Alright... here goes. I had the chance to have a MFF 3some one of the girls I had fooled around with years prior while in hs, the other I kinda knew. It was completely unexpected and random. I will say I have been pretty promiscuous in the past not shy at all about sex. Well this was kinda too much and really outta left field I was caught by surprise to be honest. But, I was eager to try. We were at 1st/2nd base and then when I realized there were multiple sets of boobs I had a panic attack. I literally got up without saying a word got in my car and left. It was like I was watching all of this unfold like an out of body experience. They shot me a text asking what was up I didn't reply. Asked if I was coming back like did I go grab condoms. Didn't respond. I think I made the right decision in hindsight. I could have really ruined a relationship that I would have devastated my friend group. But at the time I wanted to kill myself.

As an aside I really did have a Canadian girl that I "dated" when I was in hs. I live in the states we met on MSN chat.