I justwant to be a thousandaire!!!!! My sob story here goes.

I'm disabled from a hit and run. I've been through about 13 major invasive surgeries. My girlfriend I've been with for about 4 years. she has two beautiful little girls 8 and 11 that are in our care. The father is absent from their lives unfortunately. I try my best. my disability checks only cover rent. $800. one of our ceilings just caved in. the water doesn't work about 20% of the time. its month to month renting. My mother passed away from lupus when I was 20. I'm about to be 31 sept. 22nd. my father passed away after surgery to remove a brain tumor one and a half years ago. My gf's mother is an alcoholic that lives with my gf's sister. My girlfriend's father wants nothing to do with my girlfriend. Needless to say I love this woman and I love my children( I have no biological children of my own) . She deserves a husband!!! I want to propose... I have no money to do so. I can't afford a ring much less a wedding. She is Native American and loves the outdoors. All I want to do it take her to a large nature reserve and propose to her with beautiful scenery in the background and give her everything a strong woman in her position deserves. She has been working her butt off at part time jobs. She can't seem to land a 40hr + a week job. She recently went to an interview to manage a local restaurant, but has had not herd back... In the past when she has found work she would work 16 plus hours at multiple jobs. She does not complain she is fairly happy. Since my accident I have been fighting depression and anxiety. Rereading this as I type it is quite flustering for me. I just wish that I could provide a beautiful wedding for her. Please help reddit.