Reddit, what is the worst secret your SO is keeping from you, but that you actually know?

Had an ex come clean that she went to see an ex at a Starbucks. We had been in a rough patch but it doesn't make things any better. She came clean and I was fucking pissed. Not that I would have told her she couldn't see him, I'm not like that. We broke up not much after that. Definitely was the best for the two of us. I felt very betrayed. She swore it was nothing. She started dating him like weeks later tho. They were off and on for a bit but they are still on. At the time I was like whatever but months after it happened I was happy and out of the toxic relationship but it really angered me knowing I'd have never done something like that to someone. From time to time I think about the situation and it really makes me mad like I want to break stuff mad. She texts me out of the blue to say hi or replies to snaps from my wall and I want to tell her to eat shit. I'm nice so I don't but I really have a lot of hatred towards her and the idea of her. My current gf hates her and once thought I'd try to get back with her but if she only knew how much anger and hatred I have for her for what she did. I wish her the best, but they are both living paycheck to paycheck and that kind of makes me feel better. I guess thats shitty of me but I feel like I didnt deserve the situation I was put in. I hope it's nothing but just remember life gets better when you are away from someone who would put you into that situation.

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