Revenge or another option?

Revenge feels good. But make it subtle.

When I was a beta boy, I was going out with a girl. I thought she was going out with me because she liked me. And I wanted to tell her I liked her. She was flirting, touching, we were having fun. When I told her I liked her, she acted like she didn't even know, acted surprised then went home. She was supposed to give me an answer but instead she chose 2 weeks of silent treatment. In reality she was using me for fun and social value since she was a 6 at best and I was an 8. After I wanted to keep being friends (beta af). But probably she sensed that I will be of no value after, she decided to ditch me all the time, subtly and not subtly insulting me, and disrespecting me in general. She said she wants to be how we were and she wants to be good friends again. And she'd NEVER EVER EVER like me in the way I want. I nodded and smiled. I said being friends again was what I wanted too. I said "Let's become friends again.". But in truth, I would never accept that kind of humiliation. Being that little harmless puppy boy and giving her a shoulder to cry on when Chad pumps and dumps her? Hell no mate. Hell no.

But I wanted her to think I wanted to stay friends. I smiled, I nodded. I said it was okay and I said I wanted to forget all of me being into her stuff. After the conversation, we gave each other a peck on the cheek and we splitted. After, I never texted or called her ever again. She was out on the cold. She lost me. And tried to make me come back, texted me, called me, even complained that I acted so cold towards her. I said I wasn't a warm person to begin with. Then I pulled back to the full extent and I never spoke with her again. She'd come near me and try to talk in campus. I barely even looked at her, just simply answering her questions with one or two words. I ignored her. I made her know she was being a fucking bitch and I wouldn't tolerate it. Now she knows. Now all of her friends know I'm nobody's bitch. I didn't yell at her. I didn't start a gossip about her. I didn't do anything. I just did it under the radar until that hit her. Revenge feels good. If you do it subtly. Also it wouldn't be a revenge if I didn't get a good style, muscles, good hair and a few pretty girls in my circle. The dread game. Probably she'd fuck me now if I were to give her a call and say I want to see her. But I don't see the point. After being with better women, I wouldn't even pump and dump her.

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