I feel for you man. Gambling addiction can be an incredibly dark hole that seems impossible to climb out of.

The best advice I can give you is to tell your family. Maybe not everyone, but the mother of your unborn child definitely needs to know what’s been going on. It’ll be incredibly hard I’m sure, but if you ever want the chance to heal, you need someone to hold you accountable.

If I were you, I’d bust my ass all day long and find some sort of work I could do from home. Maybe do an online coding course that’s free until you start making money (Lambda school.) Or explore other opportunities like the Saylor Academy that can get you set up for success.

The good news is, you can still let bitcoin be a positive force in your life. Don’t watch the price, just start to save some money in bitcoin once you start making money again. You’re starting from scratch, but think about how your kid will view you in 10 years from now. 10 years is a long enough time frame to build a decent bitcoin position and your future self will surely thank you.