[Serious] Men who have been raped by women, what's your story?

Not sure if it would be considered rape as much as it would be molestation but here's my story anyway:

I was 9 at the time and the girls in question were around 12 or 13. I don't fully remember their ages, but I do remember that they were apart of a large group of neighborhood kids who would commonly play "manhunt" together on the weekends. For those that don't know manhunt is akin to hide and seek but with a central base location that the hiders must make it back to without being caught by the hunters. I had played with these two girls previously on a few different occasions and each time they would tease me pretty hard. They would say things like "ooooh Pugby25 has a crush on me" or "Pugby 25 wants to kiss me" out loud strictly to embarrass me in front of the other kids. Well on this particular night the two girls and I were both on the hiding team and they would not stop following me to each spot I tried hiding at. It didn't matter what I said or where I went, they would follow me and tease me the entire time we were trying to hide. Eventually the teasing started escalating into physical acts. They began pantsing me and continually tried to take off my shirt. At this point I probably should have just stopped then and there and walked home, but at the time I think I did not have enough sexually​ oriented knowledge to recognize that what was occurring was indeed wrong. I also failed to tell any of the other kids that night what the girls were doing to me, since this kind of teasing was pretty common I really didn't make much of a deal out of it at first.

Well during one of the hiding rounds I decided to hide behind some hedges on the side of this guy's house. They were the type of hedges that are short and incredibly dense, but if you could get through them then there was a solid couple of feet of empty space behind them. Essentially I was hiding in the gap between the hedge and this guy's fence. Of course when I did this the two girls followed me in. Now I'm not sure if it was because this spot was more secluded than usual, or if the girls somehow knew no other kids were nearby, but they started getting really physically aggressive towards me. One of them pushed me down and sat on my chest, with her knees resting on my arms so that I couldn't really move them. The other one took down my pants and underwear and started playing with my dick. They each were laughing and giggling and doing so much fucked up shit to my genitals. Stuff like flicking me, rubbing my balls and like violently tugging on my penis. The one not sitting on my chest put their mouth on my dick too. I have no idea how long this lasted or what exact acts they did to me (I think I may have blocked a lot of it out mentally), but I remember that I was crying intensely during it. Finally the one girl sitting on me moved enough so that I was able to get free. I ran away as fast as I could and went home. My family situation at home wasn't exactly the greatest so I never did end up telling my mom what happened... even to this day.

For the next 10 or so years that instance stuck with me and fucked me up pretty bad in the head. I was humiliated by it, I felt insignificant, powerless, out casted, and until about 16 I feared most interactions with girls in general. The whole thing made me fall behind socially and gave me huge anxiety and self confidence issues. I eventually told a counselor at my school about the incident when I was 17 and they helped me get some therapy. Now adays I'm doing much much better but still occasionally have nightmares where I'm being pinned down and touched explicitly. Today I can at least talk openly about the subject and I recognize what happened was at no fault of my own. It still pisses me off to no end when feminists claim that women can't intimidate men though. There exists a tremendous double standard when it comes to gender oriented intimidation. Some women seem to think they are the only ones capable of feeling powerless and intimidated by the opposite gender. Even to this day I have to keep my cool when I hear girls complaining about how they feel uncomfortable when men sit in a certain fashion or when men stand in a certain way. Everyone is capable of feeling discomfort. As a society we should focus on treating all cases equally instead of always catering to the side of females.

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