[Serious] Redditors who just need someone to talk to or get something off their chest, what's up?

I'm too anxious about everything, I can't sleep because of my racing thoughts. I've got no one to talk to about my feelings and everyone thinks I'm a regular, optimistic teen. I'm nervous to start school again and always anxious about meeting up with friends because I'm scared I'll say something wrong, or I'm scared that I wouldn't fit in. I have to think before I say anything so I don't make a fool of myself. I'm unhappy about my life currently and I want to do something more than just lay around all day on my phone. I also feel guilty after being slightly mean to my parents. I try not to mad and talk with a mean tone but I just can't help it sometimes. I feel so lonely all the time. I also pray for good things to happen to me even though I'm agnostic, and I'm guilty for wishing for all of these things. I feel selfish and spoiled when I ask to live in a perfect family, be a perfect person, have lots of friends, and no stress at all. I know I already have a really good life compared to others yet I can't help but wish for many of these. I hope I can get over all of these thoughts eventually.

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