[Serious] What have you been struggling with?

The responsibility of taking over something that was never even an option for me to question, and feeling guilty for not being appreciative enough about it while also be resentful because of it.

Accepting that some things take precedence over other things. To. this. day. I do not understand why with some things. And it bothers me to no end. To feel like I'm the bad guy because I don't like something or I want to know why with things or that I have boundaries and that's bad... it drives me crazy. Sometimes I feel like the only value I have is I'm a body with the right parts and a pulse and nothing else.

The age that I am and that some days I do not want to do this. When I wake up I can hardly believe it's another day and I'm not ready to face it. I know I need to be grateful and not complain, but when I can't see what it is I can do here, it's so hard.

I don't know. I struggle with a lot. I see some people and they just fuckin' kill it in life. I'm 34 for Christ's sake and have no clue about anything. I feel like a little kid in an adult's body just looking around not knowing what.

/r/AskReddit Thread