I've basically quit my job, shut myself in my room and isolated myself from society for the last several months. I quit my job one day where I just couldn't find it worth getting out of bed, despite already being in debt, and I've just been coasting while completely broke since then. I stopped answering calls from family most of the time so I don't think anyone realizes how sorry of a state I'm in. At this point I'm behind on all my bills with only 40$ in my account and like 2k of credit card debt. I have family who've supported me but at this point I'm just too ashamed to even ask my mom for money to buy groceries, and I'm down to a couple frozen dinners and seven things of cup noodles (which will probably last me a while given how little I've been eating).

When I quit my job I also decided to only engage with friends who contact me first, which means I've had zero in-person social interactions since July with the only and only a few text exchanges with my real friends and playing a little bit of videogames with online friends since then.

I was getting help since January but if anything I've only felt worse, and last week I decided to stop taking my meds since they're not working and I'm hoping for any kind of change.

Also I actually liked the Last Jedi.