I've been following him from Inside Halo, to Inside Gaming, to Funhaus. I am not going to act like he hasn't impacted me in some way throughout my life. But the well has been poisoned; to know that this seedy person has been a steady undercurrent during a portion, or all, of this time absolutely disgusts me. I feel like I'm too old and too tired to be angry at this, I'm just really disappointed. Of course I'll think about the laughs I've had because of him, I don't think I'll play a hitman game the same ever again. But to not acknowledge that this person, this alter-ego, was working its malevolence throughout all of that is to ignore the victims left behind. This same Adam that you are disappointed or angry with has existed, unbeknownst to most, at the same time as the Adam you laughed with. And that is revolting on all fronts.