I think maybe the fact that I’m not able to talk about it is a big problem for me, I just want to get her to understand that this behaviour isn’t exactly normal without causing any offence, she’s used to it ofc but I’m not. I really wish I could be but without getting too much into it, I suffer with a stress disorder & tiny things will really get to me and grind at me, eventually causing major stress (I’m trying to get help professionally) but I feel like this should kinda be a two way street of making our home comfortable for each other, I think it would be different if it wasn’t every single night without fail too.

I just wish I knew how to stop it, prevent it or help soothe her ya know, but I’m not very good with kids ):