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I liked that quote as well. In my late teens I was recovering from anorexia and hadn't quite adjusted to losing the gap between the tops of my thighs yet. I did however, still have a gap between the part just above my knee, extending to about 3 inches below my bum.

So in true teenage/recovering anorexic style I only wore dresses/skirts that flared out and came to about 3 inches below my bum because I thought it gave the illusion I still had a thigh gap. A lot of people probably looked at me and thought "oh she looks really slutty!" "oh god, that skirt is far too short for this situation!" but really that was the furthest thing from my mind. If someone had of commented on it I think I would of been devastated.

Also, I just remembered this but I remember being about 13 years old and I was already pretty developed (wore a 30E bra size) but kind of unaware of it. This was before the anorexia developed aswell, so I was just a regular 13 year old at this point. I had a drum lesson after school one day but it was really warm and I was obbsessed with Avril Lavigne so I'd gotten changed into some skinny jeans and a black strapless top. I remember my drum teacher walking into the room and asking me to please put some clothes on before we started the lesson and I remember laughing at him and telling him I was wearing clothes but then feeling really embarrased and self concious and not really wanting to do drum lessons anymore. I remember sitting on the bus home that night thinking that everyone must be looking at me thinking I looked slutty. Looking back it makes me feel pretty mad. If a little skinny 13 year old wears a strapless top with some jeans its not a big deal, she's just a kid. But if a grown man finds it difficult to teach a 13 year old girl in a strapless top just because she has a decent pair of tits, how is that the girls fault? Surely that's his issue that he should of dealt with internally? I totally forgot about this incident. It makes me quite angry, really.

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