sounds like homeboy spent a month sweet-talkin her, and worked to put up an illusion that he wanted love. you're probably a better looking dude who can just want sex and have it if you're incredulous at me saying "understandably" but for us homely boiz, wanting a no strings attached lay is a fucking war crime. you gotta pretend you think she's the most incredible person ever and that you'll eventually be a "forever thing", blow your money, disguise any part of you that's mildly undesirable, and twist yourself into a pretzel just to keep a modern woman mentally stimulated. Many of us spend our teens and young 20s with absolutely no one giving a fuck, and jerking ourselves to sleep every night. They won't make you feel the slightest crumb of happiness, and you'll want to slit your jugular vein from feeling like such an abomination. It takes em 20 minutes to just give it to the needy, and you're just not fucking good enough, a worthless piece of trash. Maybe this guy's experience was less extreme, but I assure you it was at least 50% similar I stg. How can you not feel resentment and get tired? after a life of loneliness and depression, being unnoticed and treated like nothing, why not toy with them? Why not treat em like an object? It's like getting shot 7 times, ending up paralyzed waist down, and fighting back by flicking them in the arm. Boo hoo you got used. I fantasize about ripping off my genitals and ramming my flaccid dismembered dick back into me, so I can at least pass into the next life getting fucked.