I never really believed in the supernatural or paranormal, but 4 years ago something happened where my body I would be in pain all the time, this lead me to go to the doctors, and all the tests would come back fine, and no medicine would work. This leads me to a very dark time in my life, the pain made me think of such negative and destructive thoughts about myself, I would say things like I am a nobody, I hate myself, I would think of all the ways I wanted to kill myself, thinking about genocide, things I never thought of before chronic pain came into my life out of nowhere, my mind was the definition of demonic.

I was in a very low vibration, nothing to look forward to but my death, counting down my days being bedridden, I was just overwhelmed in the flames of negativity, I was not monitoring my thoughts or trying to make a difference, I felt like I was in chains and there was no way getting out.

One day a healer came into my life, he used his energy to help his patients to loosen muscles/knots and help get out emotional blockages and demonic entities. I never met anyone as strong as him, he would show me his talent by doing things such as asking me to put my fist into his stomach and push hard as I can, then he would breathe deeply and he would push me a 230 pound man back at full force almost knocking me over, I watched him beat an arm wrestling champion/competitor, take out lit candles just by using a motion of his arm, and a lot of other things.

When I saw him for a session I was very low, I never felt like myself, there was a dark void in my heart. The session started and he was working on my left shoulder I started getting mad for no reason, I did not want to be touched. My teacher knew what it was going on but he continued, he started working on me more and he pressed his elbow in my shoulder and I let something out of mouth, I looked towards the ceiling and kind of made a puking noise for 10 seconds, after that 10 seconds I felt a lot lighter, he told me by thinking negative all the time, dark energies can attach themselves to you because you are a host feeding these dark energies, and it could not be just 1 attachment, but multiple. all of a sudden after my shoulder release my left calve started tightening up, he told me to turn over and as he lay his hand onto my calve I just started laughing, It was a high pitched laugh, I was hysterical, I cannot control my laughter, just pure demonic is how I would describe it, I can only witness what was going on with no control over this evil laughter. I could not control my self. As my teacher worked on my I can feel behind the mask of fear of this entity was pain and sorrow, It/I started weeping behind my voice, my calve was getting looser and looser, the laughter died down and my calve was back to normal.

He explained to me it's kind of like those block games, where you have to put the circle into the circle block, square into square etc, when you are thinking negative all the time like I was, dark energies/entities can attach themselves to you, because when you are a high vibration and have a positive life, you can look at your self as a triangle, and a square won't be able to penetrate through your trinagle, but when you are thinking negative and depressed like I was all the time, you become the perfect shape for those eneities to feed off of, they see you nothing more than food and a host and a meat block.

It changed me forever, I was very skeptical about all of this but there is no denying there is more to this world than meets the eye, sorry story was kinda long but thanks for reading.