I was once so suicidal, that i searched one specific Shock/Gore site, that later became infamous in the media's because of Luke Magnotta because he uploaded a video, where he killed another man.

I saw the video myself, where Luke kept stabbing the mans corpse, raped his dead body and then cutted in serval pieces.

I was stunned, thinking to myself "That dude didnt even wanted to die in the first place!"

Then i found the "Suicide" section, where witnesses uploaded a woman jumping off of a bridge and the woman landed on hers ass, making hers spine into a loud break and the people understandable reacting to it.

Now i dont want to die anymore because either you will become a vegetable or traumatize other people