Alright so my s.o. has been wanting to do pegging and truth be told.......I wouldn't mind it at all because I've done anal play with myself multiple times by myself. The issue for me is admitting to her that I want to. Another problem for me is that when she mentions that she wants to pegg me, I just close myself off. She's also aware that I used to finger myself so I see why she would want to pegg me. Honestly right now I'm just slowly working up the courage to say yes because she really wants to and I wany to too. The only real problem is I'm just insecure about it as of right now. I'm gonna work myself up by myself and when I feel ready I'll come clean to her because she's my world and I'm actually happy that we share a kink that I feel will just only bring us closer. Thank you to whoever read this and if you or a loved one has suffered from mesothelioma....jk. For real though if you feel like you have a kink and you wanna explore yourself by all means go for it, work yourself that courage and just do it, so long as it's legal, moral, and safe. Thank you.