What is something you hide well from friends and family ?

I've had suicidal thoughts for the better part of a year, now, and I think they're partly stemming from lifelong undiagnosed OCD. I don't have any plans on acting on these thoughts, and I have been trying to change my lifestyle and habits to make it so I'm not depressed on a daily basis, but it's only so long before the universe fucks me with it's hard, angry dick, and I start to feel hopeless again. I don't see the point in telling people because I've attempted suicide before. I don't want to be talked to like a child, I don't want people to feel like they're walking on eggshells around me, and having suicidal thoughts doesn't mean you get to treat me like less of a person. I just need to find a therapist and psychiatrist that I don't end up hating because they end up treating me like a ticking time bomb.

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