Thank you. You have helped me so much stenodactylus. I have finally realised I should leave this girl alone. Today I apologised to her. She immediately told me it's ok. I wanted to cry. She has forgiven me.

I will drop this class. You are right, I have no business to be in that class. I am not interested in the subject, all I am doing is sitting there to look at her, which is stalking. Thank you for all of your advice. I can finally see that you have been right all along. No matter what the reason is, it is not correct to stalk her just because she has given me a smile. If I want to date her, I should ask her to grab a coffee or lunch with me, but she isn't going to, so I have to accept this and let her go, and also forgive myself. Thank you. I've never felt so happy in a long time.

I am thinking of sending you my selfie, but I want to take a better picture first. I have some saved in my phone but I'm not happy with how I look in them. Please give me a few days, I'm preparing to take a selfie. I want to give you a better looking picture :)