A girl I knew in school was a total attention whore.
Never arrived to class on time and always made sure to make a huge fuss about it
Didn't talk to her all that much but I did have a few conversations with her.
Her wrists had cuts and burns all over them, she wore t shirts so she never hid them.
I asked her why she was hurting herself like that
She responded "No one loves me and my life is painful" etc etc
"No one loves you?" What about your parents or your boyfriend?
Answer she gave me was something like "They dont really love me." or some shit
Made a point not to interact with her too much after that, because she's an attention whore
End of the school year she came up to me and asked me if i wanted to go somewhere with her that sunday
Im not good with these situations so i couldnt say no even though i didnt like her
Sunday came and we went to the top of one of those tower car parks
Just as we got to the top she told me that she wanted me to be here as a witness to her suicide
Oh shit, I thought, she was going to jump and she was going to force me to watch
Had i kown she was going to do this shit I would never have gone with her
Not watching unless you do a flip, I said that to try and shock her into realizing this was stupid
Complete shock was written all over her face. She had thought id try to stop her
Ehh?! Arent you going to try to stop me?
Nah, go ahead. If you really wanted to live you'd stop yourself
After a while she got down off the edge.
she walked up to me afterwards and tried to hug me with tears in her eyes but I told her i loved someone else. she asked me who and I told her to read the first letter of every line.