I don't know my exact age but I believe it was before I was ten, we were having a party at our house and all the kids were playing hide and seek. I remember hiding in my brothers room with my cousin who was about ten years older than me. For whatever reason we were laying on my brother's bed and the lights were out. He was laying behind me and I remember him sticking his hand down my tights (I'm thinking that this must have been Christmas Eve since it was usually the only time I'd be wearing a dress during a party.). I don't remember the entire details of what went on or how long it lasted but I do remember him stopping when he heard voices coming up the stairs.

I didn't remember this until about 20 years after it happened and I know that it was in no way my fault, but I don't feel like I can actually tell anyone about this. Occasionally I think about telling my mom, but I really don't want to start anything because of it. He has always completely creeped me out when I was growing up after this happened but thankfully he lives in a state halfway across the country so I never have to see him. I do worry that he has done this, and possibly more, to other people though.