Will this go beyond my RA/RHD?

Urgh... I don't blame the girl who told my RA- but gah this is uncomfortable. And I feel like it especially seems bad because I told my RA that I didn't want to go to counseling right away because an agreement I made with my dad to try something else first- though that doesn't even matter because I don't feel like that right now really.

I have anxiety problems, and I have been feeling kind of depressed this semester because I used to hang out with my friends all the time but since this new girl came along I don't get invited to simple things like dinner, and they have a group chat with some new people but not me (though I still hang with them sometimes).

I do want to get help, but then I'd have to tell my dad and I don't want to freak him out, or have him freak out because he already gets really heated when I tell him about the new girl who sort of gives me trouble. (they said that my parents won't be told this, but still.)

/r/college Thread Parent