I've been cheated on and fucked with so many times in the last few years I've lost count, but more than that, I think I'm done trying to find a relationship at all. It never works, and I've been cheated on 3 times in a row now in relationships that we agreed to be monogamous and serious with.. Why can't gay men do this shit? Either this is some bad luck, fucking them 3+ times a week isn't good enough, or some other nonsense. I'm not going back. Fuck the dating game, and fuck most other gay men for that matter. Nothing but horrible experiences with the majority I've met, and I say this as a gay man myself. Makes me ashamed to be gay. People are disgusting. I never cheated, I try hard, I'm loyal to a fault, and I think my problem is that I legitimately care too much about people that wouldn't give me the time of day. Why am I like this? Time to stop.

This is the year where I tell everyone to fuck off.