I asked several questions in my post, which you avoided. Not surprised.

I don't want to label you as a neckbeard or basement dweller. I don't really know the specifics of your situation. I know you're a horrible, nauseating person, though. Sometimes when people say that it is opinion or just personal feelings. There are some people (I'd say I'm one) who people either love or hate. You're not that. You're objectively terrible.

I know you have to see it. I am genuinely curious if this is how you act outside of the internet or just on it. I can't imagine something this potent is limited to the internet, though. This feels like it is who you are at your base. Who do we blame for that? Were your parents this absolutely awful to associate with? Was it environment that made you this way? I need to know how people like you come about.

To be fair, I know one person nearly as awful as you and they found a spouse that is even worse than them and they procreated. Maybe that is like your parents and this is the result? I hope not, for the sake of that kid, that he doesn't grow up to be like you.

I'm just struggling to understand, and you won't help me. I want to know why someone would continue to be this way when they have to know how awful they are and they have had to have been told time in and time how awful they are. It is more than just being an asshole. I'm an asshole. I get that, but that's who I am.

This is something much more disgusting and revolting. Your entire existence is putrid and a burden on everyone who ever has to associate with you. I would guess you have absolutely no redeeming qualities and no one voluntarily associates with you. Anyone who does must have some extreme level of pity or are just as horrible as you or are some form of saint.

Assuming your parents aren't like you, I feel bad for them and it makes me nervous as a future parent. I can't imagine what it is like to have a child like you. You have to love it because it is yours but to be forced to have to associate with and deal with this type of person must be really draining and depressing.

Anyway, I hope you make an effort to improve who you are, although I doubt you will. This seems to be ingrained in your DNA. What a shame to have to be you.