I dropped acid for the first time this new years at a party with a lot of my good friends from high school. I had just started seeing a girl I really liked (I'll call her L) however she was still worried about another girl (I'll call her P) I used to date (for good reason but I promised L I had moved past it). Along with a lot of my high school friends a couple of L's good friends were there. I'm also friends with them but they knew the situation between me, L, and P. L couldn't come because she went on a family trip.

Anyway at the last second P told everyone that she couldn't make it to the party so I felt confident about dropping and 2 hours later was in a blissful trip mode and began to peak. Everything was just right. Life was good. I didn't have to worry about making a fool out of myself and didn't even have to face P at all and so I felt confident about taking the acid.

Then bam out of nowhere P shows up. Apparently the party she was at was lame so she left. If I wasn't in such a delicate state I wouldn't have reacted so negatively but as I was riding the peak I just froze and a wave of uneasiness swept over me. For the next hour I was just socially stupid. I didn't know how to act and overnalyzed every word I said and every move I made. At midnight I regained the cool blissful trip finally but after midnight P said to the group "I've never been kissed on new years". Me and L's friends knew this was totally directed at me. The house just made me feel trapped after that and took on a very sinister feeling. I talked to P to kind of break the tension but if anything it made it worse. Everyone except L's friends were retarded drunk at this point including my tripsitting friend who was incredibly cross faded but was still trying to trip sit me which made me feel like a little kid. I never felt so uncomfortable with my friends in my life.

At the tail end of the peak I decided to smoke a bowl which really helped me not give a fuck. After that the comedown was really nice but all in all not the best setting for my first acid trip.