Get of your chest thread

This is probably the last time I talk about this girl (I hope).

Why in the world are you so fucking hard to reach. I know. I slept on you. I had countless opportunities to talk to you. But I never did. You know I'm a shy dude. You can tell. Everybody does. And I percieve you're kinda shy too. But why did you disappear? 2 weeks since I saw your little eyes. It's okay. Maybe you left college, or you're just taking some other bus. Fine. But then why did you reject me on ig? After all the eye contact we had. Days and days of sharing bus rides and looking at each other non-stop. I know it's actually nothing. But I could feel there was a little something between us. Every time I think of it I get those feelings again. So beautiful. None of us said a word, but our eyes did say a lot. If I didn't talk to you it was because I'm an awkward dude. I just don't know what to say. I still don't. If I had you in front of me right now, I still wouldn't know what the fuck to say. I'm not good with starting conversations with strangers. I was just captivated by the look in your eyes. So special. So beautiful. I was lost in those little eyes. I still am, that's why I'm writing this. But for some reason you don't want me to reach you. Maybe I was wrong, maybe these feelings weren't reciprocated. Maybe I was imagining it all, being the overthinker I am it's totally possible tbh. I sent you a friend request on fb, as a last try. I can't do much more and I feel like it's not fair. It's not fair being the one who chases after you everywhere. I shouldn't have sent you this friend request, knowing that you already rejected me on ig. But I decided to give this insignificant thing we had a last chance. Because those eyes looking at me were all I needed in my life. But if you don't feel anything towards me, if you reject my friend request, it's okay. I'll try to forget you. It won't be easy. I've been trying and I catch myself seeing those eyes all the time. But time will do its thing, and I'll learn from this. I'm just a kid who needs to mature a lot.

/r/teenagers Thread