Your Most Crazy Experiences

Not as hectic as some of the ones posted in here, but the craziness took place in my head rather than in reality.

It was my 3rd or so mushroom trip and it took place last summer (still haven't touched them since). I was bored one night so I eyeballed a few stems and caps, it had to be around 2.5-3 grams, but they fucked me hard due to my naturally low tolerance for most substances.

Everything was fine until I turned off the lights and tried to listen to music. I ended up face down on my bed with my face in my hands, half-awake and half-sleeping and conjuring a scene in my head where I thought I had died and that I was in the hospital. I had thought that my life was a hallucination or some kind of "flashing before my eyes" scenario that took place in real-time.

So at this point I thought my body was no more, and that I was experiencing myself being wheeled into the hospital and that my parents were there, panicking, crying.

The whole time (in real life) I was breathing heavy and cold sweating like crazy. I remember hearing my mother's voice (in my head) screaming that I'm dying, and my father's voice saying that I'm just tripping and that nobody has died from psilocybin. I think they were a manifestation of my thoughts -- one thinking I died, the other one knowing I was fine.

Every once in a while (IRL) I'd look at the clock and it always seemed that the same minute was repeating. This convinced me further that I died and that I was "stuck" in that night, in that same minute where I croaked.

Very bizarre feeling. It's hard to describe but if I think about it hard enough I can feel that confused, panicked, hopeless feeling that I experienced.

Thought loops, physical loops (I'd walk out of my room, into the living room, back into my room, repeat), sheer madness in my head. It wasn't fun but when I was coming down I felt so fucking relieved -- the complete opposite end of the spectrum where I was prior. I put this song on repeat and cried like a bitch.

Needless to say, I'm looking forward to my next trip. This time with a game plan and a better psyche.

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