Its been 2 months since she broke up with me. I've gotten and found out so many different reasons that it does t make sense anymore. Her dating profile asks "what have you learned from previous relationships?"she wrote that she is finally learning that being with someone that shares the same core values and beliefs as her is really important. Complete crap. Her and I got along with almost everything. Stances on certain touchy subjects, our belief in God, our Christianity. I'll admit, we werent going to church like we used to, but we still shared all these values...except one thing. She is infatuated with Trump and Carson. She was brought up somewhat wealthy so the bias in me says Republican. I was more middle ground, but did not want hillary or Ben Carson. This was apparently a subject she held close because it's specifically stated on her christianmingle profile. I don't even hate trump. But that's a sin in her eyes.

She's looking for the absolute perfect person that will financially support her like her dad does, but she'll never learn real life. When he passes, she's set for a long time. She is looking for job security in a man. Well shit, we work together and we're both losing our jobs. My fault for sure. She is looking for a wealthy guy or wealthy family so she can be comfortable her whole life without having to stick by her man. Working on being self made prosperous man? Nope not good enough. I need it now.

Oh what's that? You have a bachelors degree in art history and studio art? Please tell me what you bring to the table for a relationship? Oh. Daddy's money. Oh and great sex. Sure, you gave all the love and affection in the world. I gave it right back. Going got tough to where you can't have the easy life immediately anymore? Switch flipped. Here's the ring back. The grass is surely greener on the other side. You hid it so well from me. Never saw it coming. The next guy will never see your bullshit until it's too late either.

You just really had to have marriage and kids by 30. You didn't care about anything else. Funny how your own mother tells me that you have been picking guys online for their degrees and occupations...she knows you're shallow now too. You're not looking for standards anymore, youre looking at your selfishness. She cried in my arms today and told me you'll never find better than me. She is right. I hope you realize it after its too late... When you can't do anything about it, when you're powerless and hopeless, and our great memories start creeping back out of your mind where you shut them out.

Now fuck off and the the fuck out of my head. Youve already taken everything from me and I've given you the world. You have nothing to offer me anymore, you shallow, materialistic, immature piece of shit.

I needed that.