You have to realize that you've lost her trust and it's going to take a hell of a lot of work. Hell, I wouldn't even get over it myself. If anything, she's the one who's super anxious and I'm kind of mad that you're still thinking about yourself and your anxiety. Have you thought about how it made her feel and the trust you have breached? It feels like you're just saying "I wanna forget about it and move on" but this isn't something you easily forget and move on. You're lucky she even chose to stay and listen to your explanation cus I know a lot of women wouldn't. Kudos to you for speaking up about it I guess, but that's not going to make you trust you more.