Hey, how's it going. I currently live in raleigh, but my family resides in Charlotte. I well be lookin in Greensboro starting this dinner. I will be graduating with a bachelor in aerospace engineering and shall be working for Honda aircraft.

I've never really had much self confidence, I usually blame it on the amount I was picked on during my early years, but I think there is more to it then that. I can be quite the outgoing introvert. Sometimes I can be really involved in a crowd and other times I'm just there to observe and listen. I'm pretty awkward sometimes and make many awkward comments without realizing before it's too late. Although I've had a few boyfriend before, I've somehow always found myself alone during my birthday, Valentine's day, and even Christmas and newyears.

I've watched way to much anime and Asian drama and my view of a good boyfriend and things I want are probably unrealistic. As much as I'd like to date someone who is good looking, I find that it's better to first really know the person, but as much as that is true I'm not sure I could ever date someone who I thought was hideous. Although I know that is vain and may make me a bad person, I think attraction is important. Though that being said, looks aren't everything. I once dated a guy who at first I thought was pretty meh looking around a 5, not good, not bad. But then we spent a lot of time just taking, about our days, our childhood, just good conversations and I started to see him as more attractive. The more I got to know him the better he looked.

If I date someone, I want them to be happy to see me, embrace me with hugs, maybe a kiss. I want to be able to date someone who is okay without sex the first weeks or so. I want someone who is more interested in me then what's under my clothes. I want to be able to talk with them comfortablely, I want to be able to show my body without embarrassment due to my lack of self confidence, and most of all I want to be able to love then and accept their love..

Anyways, I.don't really know what I want out of this. I kind of want to just get out of my comfort zone every now and then and explore what's out there. And sometimes, I get very afraid and back down and I run away. I'm not a very girly girl nor will I ever act as one. I can be very sweet and caring, and totally into romantic and corny gestures (both giving ands receiving). Yada yada, yeah.